29/4/22 ^^^To hell with it, I will keep on writing

 I decided that I will keep on writing even if what I write is junk

I am losing my regular Ramadan buddies this year.  I am losing my mom's affection this year too.  That's OK.  I have already lost my longest old friends

With that, I did my last begging.  The more reason why I should not spend money unnecessarily.

Today Friday 29/4/22  I start my life as a lone traveler.  Fuck everybody else.  A Warrior Walks Alone.

One thing for sure; NO MORE SMOKING.  That is the trophy.  As long as I smoke cigarettes and dope forever I am a loser.

I am definite[] (definitely) poorer in material gain.  However, I have all the intentions to be rich in physical health.

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Looking back at what I had done in the past 4 years, I only have one asset; I still have my health.  Without health  the rest is fleeting.

Even that is not the best of health.  However, it is sufficient for me to realize that health is wealth.

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Tonight I set the path of God without Religion.  I am forgoing my past.

mm