Therefore, what I can do now is funnel my contenders through what is known as the Vortex.
You know what it means, Sarah?
Campur, tolak, kali, bahagi; I walk alone.
I need to rest...
No point going on an infinite loop.
I need to break the loop by giving Els her dowry.
Two goals; the Bukit Kiara Hill Run and Els' Dowry
These are my lifetime goals.
So if I align myself to intermediate goals, they will then catapult me to my long-term goal. In this case, that will be 20 years down the road.
I don't really know Sarah. Suddenly FUD sets in. That's wh[at] (why) I said, eventually I walk alone.
Where is my team? Even you are as elusive as a panther *i[s] (in) a moonless night.
* Well, fuck you... LOL. Doggone, I am so pissed at everybody.
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Sarah, my doting wife. I am acting like a Mad Tea Hatter because, in reality, I am pissed at myself.
I am tired my darling. Most of all, I am fat and unhealthy. And yet I aspire to Run Bukit Kiara.
The scary part; is there is no more spark. Heck, there is hardly any excitement in my life anymore.
That is how serious the moral dilemma I am facing now is.
Imagine, I DREAD isolation. Something I enjoy very much in the past.
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Fuck, Sarah... I am so screwed up.
So today I simply want to fume.
There are no 2 ways about it, I have to diet and exercise.
STORMBRINGER, DEEP PURPLE
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