If I want a different result, I have to do things differently.
#traxxfm That's it... I tried to keep quiet by applying the Mute Guard Dog strategy. I cannot last for 5 minutes.
A friend once told me, "Do *th[at] (the) things that make you happy." This is maximum happiness.
* Thank you, Sarah, for your moral support.
#traxxfm What can I say? Love is blind.
I just follow my heart.
Do you know what is the patternicity of the movie We Don't Talk About Bruno?
It was launched on my wedding anniversary with Sarah!
Magical Realm abounds, my darling wife.
#traxxfm So that is the answer. I want to have control over my environment. My way is by being O.P.E.N. I operate from an Open Stance and from a High Ground. If I am not that, I am not myself. I am a Textrovert. This is me.
#traxxfm So all I want is acceptance. Permission to be the Black Sheep of the flock.
Not some Crazy Old Geezer who is smitten over a pretty young thing.
Therefore today, I give myself that permission. No more cognitive dissonance over who I am.
#traxxfm It may be nothing to you, but to me, it is the breaking of the Mental Shackle.
No more FUD (Fear Uncertainty Doubt).
#traxxfm It may seem trifle to some, but after losing my sanity a few times, I really need to think differently in order to just function as a healthy adult again.
This is a Post Trauma Syndrome. Much like what happens to soldiers after the war.
#traxxgm I was like the movie Beautiful Mind and for 14 years I was fighting Iblis. That was like being Linda Hamilton in Terminator.
So it is *[] (a) very serious Post-Trauma Syndrome. Now you know why you are my Beauty and the Beast?
* Spot on Sarah.
#traxxfm *Can you imagine? The devastation of Bipolar Affective Disorder (BAD)?
It's really BAD hahaha...
I can really emphasize Yasin Sulaiman, the singer of Mimpi Laila. Dope is the best remedy when taken in moderation.
Plus you really need those with Heart of Gold
* She mirrors.
#traxxfm What you see here is all of me. Nothing less. I am talkative here but in real life, I am your typical introvert.
Twitter allows me to organize my thoughts. Imagine for 8 years before I met you, I was in isolation.
#traxxfm So you are my last frontier to the contemporary world.
If you shun me, then I am back to Symphony 924 and Jazz Lounge Malaysia. On top of that, I visit BJ once every 6 months.
I am like the Swamp People. Very isolated LOL. #traxxfm Do you know why I wake up *a[s] (at) 6:00 am? For no other reason than to be with you.
* So is Sarah. She sleeps following our sleep time.
Now you know how important the menage a trois? mm
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