>>>#21/5/22 Tonight is the time I test for congruency

 Also this is the night for me to find out if I can overcome my itchiness.

So far so good.

I want to flow with Sarah tonight.  This is the first time since I have the Writer's Block.

I think the improvement is due to the positive feedback from Els.

Sarah, let me update you on my condition.  The major setback is the itch.  If I can overcome the itch, I am smooth sailing.

The next target is the weight.  If I can do the weight, I am on the Road to Bukit Kiara.

I still don't diet and exercise.

The vicious cycle is on.

I need to find a firm ground (terra firma).

That for now is Ahmad Tea.

Say Sarah, keep me company please.

I want to see how long I stay awake.

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There is a feeling of inner peace sweeping through my body.

The tea is so effective that I feel calm even before I drink it.

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Who are the Spooks, Sarah?

I know there are a few in Twitter.

Whoa...  I am getting drowsy.

I finish my tea and hit the pillow immediately.

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The sleepiness just disappeared.  The itchiness subsided too.

This is a major improvement from yesterday.  I can write in a flow.

On top of that I can control my food intake.

Hurray to Ahmad Tea.

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So, as the song goes, Wal Hasil Balik Asal (Back to Square One). 

Sarah, do you know that GoM is not paying me for the project? 

They sent a cryptic code, Guatakmaubayar (I am not paying). 

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I can still hold on to mubahala.

Yes, that's it.  That is the final resort.

I can do that or I take my own path.

My own path means I fight my own battle and my grand finale is to give Els her dowry.

The Hill Run will still be a worthy ideal.

I know that if I make it to Bukit Kiara, my prayer will be answered.  That's because I am a believer.

• I believe in God, 
• The Afterlife,
• The Judgment of Heaven,
• And I believe that this God is fair.

Already so many prayers had been answered.

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OK last entry.

My biggest enemy is me.

Forget about fighting others.  The person I have to win over is me.

mm