&&&24/5/22 ^^^Here is to the best 4 1/2 years of my life

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There you have it.

All I want is to be loved by Els.

She said it, 20/5/22 Wo Ai Ni, I love you forever and ever.

So my cup is full to the brim.

From here on I just count  my blessing

Like I said, I just feel what it is like to be loved by her.

So I collect my change and move on.

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I don't have to lose anything.

At the same time I am on the long haul.

I sa[r] (say) the Mute Guard Dog model is the best arrangement.

Then I can play the Joker and the Queen.

So let's proceed with that.

Do what is certain.  The Mute Guard Dog is certain.

You got to go through hell to enter heaven.

Very well,  I shall enter hell.  I shall live in isolation so that hell will eventually becomes heaven.

That is the best.  A Robinson Crusoe model.

Time to exit...

Then accompanied by Jazz Lounge Malaysia I sail the unchartered water.

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There is so much I can do alone.  

• I can take action to be thin
• I can start reading again
• I better wake up early in the morning
• I want to run again

Definitely I need to switch to the Mute Guard Dog model.

Nothing can go wrong with Jazz Lounge Malaysia.

If I proceed with the Joker and the Queen everything will fall/

Better I carry on with the Mute Guard Dog.

I am under the Limerence Spell, I better exit.  I already have my cup filled.

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