I can feel my strength coming back. The clock is ticking and I have a couple of days before I embark on my 3 months mission to restructure [] (my) path towards the Statute of [of] David.
Today was a false start. I am supposed to do OMAD but I blew it during lunch.
So here is the deal for the next 3 months - AHAD and OMAD on a daily basis either am or pm.
Sarah, I feel like I am in the center of the vortex and it is spinning faster and faster.
This is the most intriguing discovery tonight:
It is the logo of a band called Search. The irony is, it was presented as the grand finale in a TV show ACCOMPANIED by this insignia:
The coincidence is simply amazing...
It doesn't matter really. I am aiming for a Private Victory. There are many coincidences along the way.
So much so that I feel like I am living in a magical realm.
Nevertheless, since this is a personal journey, it is a Jack vs Mad Jack challenge all the way; like my 3 months journey to the Statue of David.
I've been thinking, Sarah. At this age, I should thrive in freedom. And yet I am not entirely free.
Only know your lover when you let her go.
That's the deal. I have to soar like an eagle
I can't be defeated.
As it is there are so many loose ends
Go for what is certain - form is form, emptiness is emptiness.
Do not pussyfoot.
That's it... I talk about solitude but the truth is I yearn for acceptance.
The strategy that I should adopt is self-acceptance.
The idea that I make t[o] (the) blogs private was a good follow-through.
Now I should revert back to the Wandering Sufi and the Zen Monk.
All the while, I let myself get caught up.
Yes, my issue is the yearning for acceptance and the yearning for affection.
I definitely am walking alone. I need the determination to pursue my dreams.
Only two, 21 km Bukit Kiara Hill Run and dowry for Els.
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